Hi, I think it’s has been a week since I did not update my blog assignment. Well, recently I’m pretty busy. I bet everyone of you do, right? My mood is emotional right now, nope, I should said within these few days. So, I’m here to blog a lil’ bit, to loosen up and to express my feelings as bloggin’ is always my first interest. Honestly, I think this assignment do suit me 1000%! Believe it or not?

Hmmmm, why I’m so effing e.m.o?  Hang on, be patient, all you need to is just scroll down and read through my stories.

Alright, I’m having my mid-term exam.  Just finished the Mass Communication’s and Information Technology’s paper as well. I will, I promise, I will study for Fundamental Management after posting this.  To be frank, the papers are easy,  just I did not make enough effort for it. I will, for the next coming 2 subjects. Fortunately there’s no any lecture or tutorial during exam period, otherwise, Imma kill myself. Joking!

Next, this is a lil’ personal about me, but I just want to share, it’s about my relationship. Well, I have a boyfriend, obviously, everyone know. Today is our 4 months anniversary. He is a good guy, he adores me a lot, pampers me, protects me and he never throw temper to me , bully me, scold me or blame me, even my mum quite likes him! We never argued before. I do appreciate this relationship. 

 But, someone has appeared. He is my ex-boyfriend, kind of important person of mine. We’ve lost contact since 4 years ago but since few days ago, we continue to keep in touch. I found out that I still have a very strong feeling to him, and he has the same feel too.

The trip to Genting has brought us back together. I went with his BMW 5 series, it’s kinda attractive, isn’t? But no! The feel is just no different compared to 4 years ago, when he’s still driving a Proton Wira.

 This is how my relationship goes complicated and how I get busier. He was supposed to have a girlfriend too, the girl who scrambled him from me 4 years ago. But today, they have broken up. Not to say because of me, NO! Therefore, my schedule for this few weeks has become to go college in the morning, rush for assignments and revision after that, accompany my boyfriend for dinner and meet up my so-call boyfriend at night until midnight then back home to study before I get to bed.

Recently, I’m not getting enough rest but no worries, I still manage to maintain energetic all the time. It’s ok, I’m only 18 years old, I’m still young, that’s what I always tell myself.

However, I knew that I’m doing such a ridiculous thing, you can say I’m a bitch. As I mentioned the title above, you can talk about me. The so-call boyfriend accepted my boyfriend, but my boyfriend did not even know about a single thing of him. I feel so sorry and unfair to them,both! But what can I do? I’m having 2 boyfriends at the same time. Imagine if you’re in my shoes.

Despite the feeling of emotional, I feel happiness. Thank you LORD for everything and every single person around me, they’re just absolutely perfect! I have my lovely parents, they adore me and they always respect decisions that I’ve made.  They give me the perfect and luxurious life, even a Honda City that majority of people do not think it’s suitable for me, a young girl. I have the one who loves me and the one who I love. Nevertheless, all my dear friends, they care about me and support me all the time.

I’ve got such perfect life, while perhaps others they don’t. Things in my life just go steady without any worries. I’m extremely lucky girl, Yes I am. I should be glad, I should appreciate everything. I’ll try learn to be perfect as things surrounded me, they’re just perfectly perfect!

Don’t worry, don’t drop your tears, don’t be scared.